Writing & talks

Thinking out loud.

Some writing ranging from academic to popular plus a decade of talks at festivals, conferences and online.

Philosophy

Master’s thesis · Berlin School of Mind and Brain, Humboldt-Universität zu Berlin · 2017

Towards the measure of all things — why we need to apply the scientific method directly to the mind

The title is not a boast. It comes from an idea I found useful and still do: that it is worth seeing the world in terms of measurements, and seeing ourselves as a kind of measuring apparatus. What shows up as the world has a great deal to do with our individual ways of measuring it.

The first half examines the assumptions about world and self that feel so obviously true that most of us never notice we are holding them — realism, the self as an entity and various dualisms. I call this default ontology, and then bring arguments against it from Eastern and Western philosophy, psychology, neuroscience and modern physics. Because the essay is about examining experience directly, I try throughout to point the reader back to their own, with examples, analogies and small experiments rather than assertions.

The second half is the argument in the title. You might reasonably object that we already do this — isn’t that what cognitive science is? Yes and no. Cognitive science studies the correlates of mental events: brains, behaviour, report. What I argue we are missing is a science that looks at our own minds in exactly the way science already looks at outer phenomena, treating awareness itself as the laboratory, thoughts and emotions as observable phenomena, and taking seriously the possibility of refining our measuring instruments and experimenting with mental states. We can call it inner psychology, or inner science.

Getting there means moving from objectivity to intersubjectivity as the standard (all scientific data are ultimately intersubjective data), setting up the inner laboratory, and working out the discipline it would require: stillness, non-interference and some equivalent of reproducibility, reliability and peer review. The last section is about how inner and outer psychology might constrain and improve each other, rather than one replacing the other.

Most of the criticisms in this master thesis are still not addressed and I plan to work on creating a rigorous first-person science in the coming years.

  • SupervisorsProf. Dr. Arno Villringer and Dr. Marisa Przyrembel
  • Submitted7 July 2017
  • Length80 pages, in English
  • DownloadFull text (PDF)

“The development of more sophisticated methodologies for investigating first-person data, and of formalisms for expressing them, is the greatest challenge now facing a science of consciousness.”

David Chalmers — one of the two epigraphs to the thesis

The newsletter

Occasional essays

I write irregularly on Substack about inner science, community, regeneration and how to stay useful in the middle of a polycrisis. No schedule, no growth strategy, and nothing you have to keep up with. It goes out when I have something worth saying.

Video

Here are some videos I have recorded or appeared in over the years.

Talk
The Berlin Microsolidarity ProjectThe reasoning behind the project: building wholesome groups of support, care and belonging, and doing meaningful work with people you love.

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Dialogue
Microsolidarity, with Rich BartlettA long conversation on community-building, action research, aftercare and what did and did not work.

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Talk & Q&A
Governance, sociocracy and consentOn consent-based decision-making, leadership, hierarchy and how to prioritise decisions. Presentation runs 08:45–41:25, then discussion.

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Course session
Grundlagen regenerativer TeamarbeitIn German. How to build teams that are resilient, adaptive and healthy, and how collaboration can become resource-building rather than depleting.

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Course session
Psychologische Sicherheit kultivierenIn German. Why psychological safety is essential for healthy and effective collaboration, and how to cultivate it.

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Talk
(R)Evolution is an inside jobOn the inner roots of the present crises, and what cultivating wisdom, compassion and healthy social soil might do about them.

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Talk
Welcome to The GardenThe vision and ideals behind The Garden, and the garden metaphor for cultivating the conditions in which people and communities can thrive.

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Course introduction
Inner (R)EvolutionWhat the ten-week course involves and who it is for.

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Session input
What We Agree On — sense-making and polisThe opening input for the collective sense-making series.

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Talks and lectures

2023
Whatever the question, community is the answerWilde Möhre Festival
2022
(R)Evolution is an inside jobWilde Möhre Festival
2021
The (Re)discovery of psychedelic scienceWilde Möhre Festival
2020
Meditation as scienceWilde Möhre Festival
2019
Applying the scientific method directly to the mindOn the feasibility, necessary prerequisites and practical implications of a first-person science — conference on First-Person Science, Universität Witten/Herdecke
2018
No-Self in theory and practiceWilde Möhre Festival
2017
Project MindlabAn introduction to the theory and practice of inner science — Wilde Möhre Festival
2016
Operational manual for a human consciousnessWilde Möhre Festival

Speaking

I give talks at conferences, festivals, universities and organisations, on inner science, meditation and first-person methods, on community and belonging and on cultivating natural wisdom in times of artificial intelligence. Happy to hear from you if you are interested in booking me for a talk.